Dreams do come true

Last Thursday was the best day of my life by far! My long-time idol Pop Queen, Britney Spears performed live in Manila. IMG_3463

It was the best night of my life, she didn’t disappoint and it was more than I have ever imagined. I have been waiting for this moment for 18 years and seeing her perform was definitely a dream come true. I can’t believe that I finally saw her perform. I guess, this is the feeling you get for finally getting your long time wish to come true.

I LOVE YOU BRITNEY, forever! 🙂

Chapter Two

Sat next to you and i thought butterflies in my tum-tum will start to flutter, however none of them started to move. I wasn’t sure what I was feeling or if I was feeling anything at all. The funny thing was neither of us moved, we were just there minding our own business and nothing was special – nothing. I wasn’t sad though, I was just there calm, peaceful and just being myself which is good, yes good! Good because finally I didn’t feel awkward about someone I actually like. I move, you move, we move then you left, I didn’t even notice. (lol!) All I want is for you to know that even if I don’t say anything and I don’t do anything – you mean the hell a lot to me. You may not see me as someone special, but the little things you do and say make my day, for that – thank you.

Helpless

God puts people in your life for a reason, and removes them from your life for a better reason. – (found in pinterest)

I saw this post and it struck a cord. It was a realization that I believe is long overdue. It’s funny how we get lost in all the madness and our reason lost in all the euphoria. I was lost for some time, I was blinded with what I thought was forever. Now, I am finally awake, not sure if I am back. I think I am still in transition, letting go of what could have been and to face what should be.

I am in transition.
I am not yet back.
I just want to be whole again.