For years I have always wondered what could have been. I have wondered when will he see me as someone worth loving. He was always the priority, the reason for the smiles and giggles and was the reason for my sadness. He was all that and more.
It took a lot of self realization and self love to get passed the pain. He was my greatest joy and my greatest pain. I know I will never love anyone quite as much as I loved him. However, now I know what I am capable of and what I can do for myself and for others.
I am working on improving myself.
I am working on myself and consistently loving myself.
I see things differently.
I am seeing more of me too.
One step at a time.
One day at a time…